I was
reading Agatha Christie’s 'They Do It With Mirrors' when I got a vague idea to
use ‘Illusion’ as a main theme in an article. Later, visiting a store that
sells electrical equipment I liked the various glass forms and designs. All the
pieces gave different effects and reflections. I searched the internet for the
meaning of Illusion and have many results ranging from mirage, hallucination,
fantasy, sham, delusion, pretence and many more.
So I
randomly asked a few people as to what is the first thing that comes to their
mind when I say ‘illusion’. The replies I got were as different as the people
where. So many perceptions, so many thought processes. I tried to define their
answers in my own way.
Rainbow
– a play of light and water drops.
Magician’s
tricks – quickness of hands.
Ghost
– product of the fear of unknown.
Mirrors
– optical reflection.
Kaleidoscope
– mirrors again. Reflections and refractions.
A
straight line – depends on line of vision. Parallax error.
Joining
of sky & earth – trick of mind. Wishful thinking, maybe.
Life –
this is the reply I liked the most. It was given by my teacher. Sounds
philosophical initially, but then all the above replies are a part of life.
What
we see, hear, feel may be quite different from what actually is the truth. Life
is most of the time a guessing game. Do we always see what we want to see or
what others want us to see? I think it’s both. And that keeps us thinking and
wondering about the versions of truth, the possibilities.
Now
with so many people acting effortlessly in their daily lives, it has become all
the more important to recognize an illusion and separate it from reality to
understand the true nature of a person. The society demands and forces a person
to create an illusion for the sake of others and one by one everyone begin to
live the illusion to a point where they are no longer sure about the reality.
I
suddenly remembered a poem I read written by Gabriel Okara, a Nigerian poet
& novelist. This poem talks about the change in the society and the
attitude of people from one generation to another. This poem, in its own way
suits my version of ‘Illusion’.
Once Upon A Time
Once Upon A Time
Once upon a time, son,
they used to laugh with their hearts,
and laugh with their eyes;
but now they only laugh with their teeth,
while their ice block cold eyes
search behind our shadows.
There was a time indeed
they used to shake hands with their hearts;
but that's gone, son.
Now they left shake hands without hearts
while their left hands search
my empty pockets.
‘Feel at home!’ ‘Come again’:
they say, and when I come
again and feel
at home, once, twice,
there will be no thrice-
for then I find doors shut on me
So I have learned many things, son.
I have learned to wear many faces
like dresses – home face,
office face, street face, host face,cocktail face,
with all their conforming smiles
like a fixed portrait smile.
And I have learned too
to laugh with only my teeth
and shake hands without my heart.
I have also learned to say, ‘Goodbye’,
when I mean ‘Good-riddance’:
to say ‘Glad to meet you’,
without being glad; and to say ‘It’s been
nice talking to you’, after being bored.
But believe me, son.
I want to be what I used to be
when I was like you. I want
to unlearn all these muting things.
Most of all, I want to relearn
how to laugh, for my laugh in the mirror
shows only my teeth like a snake’s bare fangs!
So show me, son,
how to laugh; show me how
I used to laugh and smile
once upon a time when I was like you.